Why Am I Typing This?

Why does the world have to be revolved around what everyone is doing? Why can’t everyone just do? Why do we have to know what our peers are doing? Another living thing’s actions should hold no relevance to YOUR future actions. I’m writing right now because I thought that if I just start typing and don’t even think, that something innovative, creative, even revolutionary might just come out. College is supposed to be the years where you decide what you want to do for your career and basically who you want to be in the future. It is also said that college days should be the best days of your life. Now how is one to make such vast discoveries about their future self if they are drinking and smoking and in a sense rotting their brain for fucking 3 or 4 days a week? I’ll never truly understand a lot of things in life that may seem super obvious to others. The truth is that I’m not like anyone else in the world, I’m different… This is the idea that will drive me to new and great heights. It is my motivation, my driving force of constant work towards greatness. It allows me to believe that I hold the ability to surpass the many obstacles that others simply cannot. In my mind, if you are average and or like everyone else, then where does that leave you? Sure, you might be able to score girls, depending on how good you are at that sort of thing, but the undeniable fact is that if you are like everyone else, your potential for success is capped at the top of normality. Everyone has the potential to be great in something, the problem is that since everyone is so concerned with what everyone else is doing that we begin to copy each other and this is what enables this massive group of “average” and “normal” people to exist. So some of you are saying that you are like one of these normal people and you pull tons of girls and they love what you wear, how you act, and all of that stuff that has been adapted from others before you. Now think about this, if you believe girls like you for your conformist-self, then imagine how much they would admire and crave your ass if you were unique. That way, you are completely different than every other guy out there. That almost eliminates any competition that you once had. You are something special, something to hold on to, something different… Once one can escape the region of fear, then they can venture off and do anything they set their mind to. The problem is that our brains are wired so intensely to be concerned about ourselves, along with everyone else around us. This is what inhibits most to be a radical and escape what the general population considers “normal”. In most of our heads, there seems to be too much on the line to break out and go for it…